the truth hurts more than anything else..

il update on sat soon
just lemme rant on some stuffs.
no need to read on.
..

to YOU

idk if u will read this.
but ya, iam very disappointed in you.
and i mean, seriously. very.
and it was kinda shocking to me.
too much for me to take it maybe.
thinking that u might still miss.
thinking that u might still feel .
but it all just vanish into thin air,these thoughts.
upon seeing sucha scene.

you let it all out.
maybe not all.
maybe still keeping some to urself.
ur reasons, excuses?
idk.
maybe u dont want to tell the truth.
for fear that it might be too hard for me to take it.
but iam alrd numb. to all these.

it is not special anymore.
things that initially belonged to only you and me.
u said it was meant for me.only.
or else you.
but what i saw. or maybe,
in the first place.
it was just lies.
your sweet nothings.

i thot i had gotten over you.
but i guess i was wrong.
and maybe you too.
ur assumption.
too much to say,
too little time to voice out.
too late to regret.
too late to salvage.
for what else can i say.
tormented and torn apart.
maybe i'd enough.
but i kept coming back for more.

what else can i do ,
other than getting over you.
cause everything is too late.
& i still miss you.
i tried, i rly did..
and what about you? no..
you dont care, i dont think you do.


gf i rly need to talk t you. :(
the rest, dont ask.dont assume
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